i don't really have a word to describe this week. i remember feeling like it would never come, then it's seemed to have disappeared really quickly- but i remember never stopping and feeling as if it was taking forever to finish.
i've been a crazy-person. i call it 'portfoliopanic'.
this is printed out massive and i love it. i love it. i love it. so worth all the hassle.
i get so excited and proud of myself when i look at it- i know that sounds really stupid, but it doesn't feel stupid. this is real to me. it's bits and pieces of my life, moments that have been frozen and people that i adore and me growing as a photographer/artist. this just proves to me that i've done a good job at secretly documenting and sharing how beautiful my life is- from behind my crazy camera-eyes.
that's alot of words, but hey- it just screams at me 'SHARE WITH THE WORLD'. these were taken within the last year. it seems like such a massive achievement to say that this time last year i had only newly discovered lomography and it gives me such accomplishment to say that i've gotten most of the shades of the rainbow all organically in a year. determination is so important and precious to me lately. this just proves that i can do it. but then again- i do read into things a lot.
i have my portfolio review this wednesday! AH! i really hope they like it as much as i do.
other than that- i've been finishing up a few projects, including some animation which has led me to this band;
SPINTO BAND. i don't know what it is- but i really like this album. probably because they are easy to laugh with. youtube them, the videos are worth a watch.
Valentine's Day was good.
I have such strange feelings towards corporate holidays. i'm all for loving people and sharing and giving and things, but somehow this year i just felt so un-inspired by it all. like it's all so contrived. why can't we give each other flowers just because it's the first thursday this week?
(which is very peculiar because it's the first year i've had someone special to share it with.)
the boy. i mean, the man, came round and it was nice to see him because he was in germany all last week.
i cooked him a recipe i found in my mum's old cookbook that she got when she was at school- it's all old(from the 70's!) and lovellyyyy and i wore my apron and a vintage dress and had a huge urge to call him 'darling' all evening.
this is a very wordy post. i wish i had a bit more eye-candy to share but i've been workworkeatworksleep this whole week.
I'm looking forward to 'PRETTY' the online class with elsie&rachel and kara's 'Life Story' workshop! i'm all signed up and ready to go! Are you participating in these? they are sure to be amazing!
okay. i will try and be a bit more blogalive.
how are you? i've missed you.
kxo