feeling sentimental...

Sometimes I get this huge overwhelming feeling that things are out of my control. Time keeps going and it's impossible to slow it down or control what happens. You sign up for things, big commitments, and then suddenly you find yourself at the other side- and it's gone. boom. I have been really preoccupied with my work that it hit me really hard today when I dropped off my project. That's it- some of the people that I've shared a space with, I will never see again. I don't know. I find it hard to really justify the magnitude of this feeling, afterall, I've only known these people for 9 months. I guess, I am always astounded at how solid things can suddenly disappear.I know I posted a little bit about this last week sometime. Big feelings fill my heart and brain. (these pictures were taken in the painting studio a few months ago).

I'm exhausted, and stayed up all of last night to see that everything was in tip-top shape. Now it's time to sleep and go have some fun tomorrow. Then I will catch you all up fully on what's going on. :D
Keep making things beautiful. kxo

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[Mandi]

Ooooh golly I know how you feel. I've been going through these same emotions at LEAST once a year for the past 7 years (basically since high school graduation). It's crazy how life is a series of phases. And relationships come and go. I just want everyone and everything to be in my life forever and all of the time. But silly me, that's impossible and I would be super stressed if that's the way things were. :)

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i know exactly what you are talking about. the magnitude of the little things are so scary...

thinking of you.